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Lol, Sooo I fail.

Havent posted in over a month.

Well, I'm not doing anything now so I figure what the heck.

Lots happened over the last month. Only a smooth drive with a few unfortunate speed bumps =p.

Been trying to spend as much time with my girlfriend as I can, but its hard since we're in different cities right now. S'all good. Less than a month till school. Never really looked forward to that, but its my last year, and I haven't seen a lot of my friends in so long, really can't wait.

YESTERDAY was my birthday.

Cool day, woke up hella early and had breakfast with my mom, then visited friends/family at home for a little while. After that I went to go get my girlfriend and we went back to my nonnas. Introduced her to le fam wich went over well. I love the time I get to see her even if its not for very long XD.

Oh, and of course i had just over 100 texts sent to me over the course of the day wishing me happy birthday. @_@ That shit drove me nuts, so much buzzin DX. But I appreciate it LOL =D

Tonight I'm going to go put a deposit on my new guitar. (For anyone wondering its an Ibanez, ew20ase . Not the same wood that you'll find if you google it though)

Not much else planned for this summer though sadly. Chilling w/ family on saturday (Wich was dissappointing once I found Gabe Bondoc would be in town (First time to canada too as far as I know, and figures it would be in toronto). Oh well.

I'll try to post again soon. :]

Paaayce.

Oh, and for anyone who reads this that is wondering, I've been a failure lately as far as my song writing goes. (-_________________-)

Kinda out of it.

Haalllooo.

Sorry for skipping out on posting all of july so far.

Lots of stuff going on. Nothing to complain about i guess. Wich is good.

Whatts happened so far for my summer?

Its been reaallly chill.

Had an amazing first day of july -(Happy belated canada day to everyone, hope it was full of win and cheese)-

Got together with most of my friends + people i dont even bloody know, and went to this big ...park? i guess? Idk its one of those huge place with ski hills, tennis courts, soccer fields, football fields, skate park, its just a big outdoor place.

The city set up a bunch of stuff, carnival, car show, fireworks of course, mountain biking/bmx demo, performances from Karl wolf and Amanda Marshal , etc. It was super fun. Had an amazing night with my friend, who happened to get pooped on by a bird 10 minutes after arriving :) But s'all good.

So in terms of what I've been doing, summer has been amazing to me so far. I've been out of the house almost everyday, wich is what i hoped for, but unfortunately hasnt left me that much time for music.

I've been writing some more though.

I've finished up Be With Me. You've all heard that. (Or should have ! check it out in my earlier posts)

And i've hit a wall with a new song wich I currently have no title for, but its one of those, i need to have a moment that'll help finish it, and Idk. I'll talk about that a little later.

I also started writing a new song today.

Its called 'Patient Heart' And I reaaally like it.

I'll share those 2 with you (or at least patient heart) Once theyre done.

And i've been feeling kinda blah today.

Kinda just got hit hard lately. Some stuff I'm just straight up not used to, and taking it in is kinda weird. Some things I just really want to say and express to someone, but it just wont work.

I just want to tell them something . Something big. How I feel about them. But I cant-not after recent events. I guess im just not used to being in the situation I'm in, and it scares me lol.

I guess theyre gonna read this -Hi- And thats fine. I guess its better that they do know whats good. They know how much they make me smile, and how much I love it when they smile.

But I understand how they feel and its fine by me. Its just really new to me, although i guess i should take it as a good thing. I hope it I get out of this .... 'blah' ... Soon lmao.

Theres more to post , but I'll save it for another day.

I'm gonna try to get on this more regularly but I'm not in a position to make any promises I dont think XD.

Peeaaccee.

Um, song for today? hmm.

Oh. I got it.

Night.

Woops..again? D:

hehe ..

so i slacked ok?

FIGHT ME.

I'll try not to let it happen again XD if i dont post the same night i'll do it the next morning or something.

I've just been either really lazy or super busy.

So what didnt I post :S

I dont remember what day anything happened on so this is a 'So yeah like a few days ago ________ happened' kinda post. xD

Sooo Uhh...I rescued a cat wich i named freddie ! Well, actually me and 2 friends just found him on the street and THOUGHT he was lost, but we called the number on its tags and they said it was just an outdoor cat -_- ...I thought it was strange for a cat to be on a huge main road, but whatever. :)

Then we went to my friends place for his birthday, just watched some movies and stuff.

I Chilled with my other friends and made pudding, (OH SHIT I REMEMBER THIS WAS THE DAY M.J DIED....oh wait so i already posted this probably....R.I.P buddy.)

Uhh.. BILLY MAYS DIED. LIKE WTF.

M.J Billy mays, and farrah fawcett. This is a celebrity massacre or something. I bet its a consipiracy...Nah I lied. (No but that would be kinda funny :S ...in a 'holy shit thats horrible' kind of way... :S )

I saw transformers 2 a few days ago =D IT WAS AWESOME. MEGAN FOX IS SO HOT D: WTH MAN LOL. Seriously if you haven't seen it, then you should. Now. Go.

...Why are you still reading this. GO.

uhh... What else did i do..

I had a lazy day yesterday,

and today im going to look for jobs with my friend D:

I'll post tonight maybe o.o

What a Day. R.I.P Michael Jackson.

Sorry I havent Posted in a few days. I've been out a lot, and really tired.

Not much has happened really. Been writing slowly, and still havent produced a thing. =/

Oh well. Theres tomorrow lol.

Changed my hair. Went shorter and dyed some of it brown ^_^. (I feel like such a woman lol.)

Went to go see transformers yesterday!....It was sold out though so yeah. T_T.

That sums up the last 2 days. Now about today.

Today was reeaalllyy crazy.

'A major strand of our cultural DNA has left us. RIP MJ' - John C Mayer.

Today Michael Jackson 'The King of Pop' Died at the age of 50. He passed of a heart attack in LA.

We really did just lose one of the greatest icons in musical history. He sold over 750 million albums , and is owner of the wolds all time best selling album of music history 'Thriller'.

Hes one of the few artists who simply cannot be replaced.

I think everyone should keep his family in their prayers.

He was a man who to many people was an amazing inspiration, and an unforgettable musician. Irreplaceable.

Thats all I really have to say about this. I think you get my point.

I hope everyone close to M.J is doing well.

__________

Now, back to my usual stuff.

Tomorrow i'm getting my marks for the last school year. Hopefully passed math, (Hooooppeeffuullyyy @_@ )

Started planning stuff for my birthday coming up!

And...yeah thats pretty much it :S

I think ....

:S

lmao.

Anyways for the music, I know i skipped like 2 days, sorry. but today I'm just going to leave you with this.

Goodnight!

Rubbish.

Lol alright, I guess I'm gonna throw in something else to do with this here blog thang.

I wanna throw out what i think about this stupid perez stuff.

(Really quickly, because I dont want this to turn into some news blog =p )

Its honestly so dumb how cheesed people get over little things.

First off, its perez hiltons -JOB- to talk crap about celebs. Wether you like it or not, wether he believes what he says is true or not, its still what he does for a LIVING.

Seriously, why dont I go around and punch every lawyer in the face for being a dirty liar D:

You honestly can't get so worked up over something someone says, when that someone is PAID to say it. If he didnt talk shit, he would be no one.

And yes, Will.I.Am, You are his source of in come, you are the shit he needs to talk about :) .

But on the other hand, Perez needs to chilll.

Ferreal, I get your cheesed, i mean you just got punched in your face.

It sucks, but did you honestly think no one would do it eventually?

You're job is to bad mouth people.

Its like signing up for the military and expecting to not get shot at.

Face it. Your a dumb ass.

I honestly dont even care whos lying / telling the truth.
Its just stupid. And i thought i'd share my two cents.

Now about todaayy.

Idk. Im kinda cheesed, but super happy? Im chupappy? Not sure. :p

I owned my business exam, finished it in like 30 mins lol, it was super easy. ^_^

So I went home played a little guitar, ate a bit, got ready and went out to pick up my friend.

I took her out to sushi for her birthday (Wich isnt for another 15 days, but I really wanted sushi =x) Really amazing night. It was her first time bussing somewhere (Without getting lost) and she was all cute and amused and shit LOL. Took forever to get to the restaurant in the heat though, wich sucked. >.<
We got there, I had a private room thang reserved for us, and we ate. =]

Had fun at the restaurant, teased her and her failure with chopsticks XD.

Then I decided to go to my dads place, to visit fam/introduce her, since i knew they'd all be cheesed if I didnt.

Of course no one was home lol. @_@.

So I brought her home .

Went home kinda confuzzled. But I talked to my bestest friend (who should be reading this post moments after i hit the big orange publish button. XD) and she helped me figure thangs out.

Honestly, if you dont have a best friend like mine, one whos always there, you should really get one. Idk what I'd do without mines. x) Invest some time in one people! Only thing worth investing in anymore....what with the recession and all. XD

Got home, at like a fat shit, played guitar. My usual lmao.

I also found a beautiful guitar that I would like to purchase .

:3 soo pretty.

Heres the link to it.

http://www.long-mcquade.com/?page=products&ProductsID=1151

Im gonna go down to the store hopefully sooner than later to play it, and see how it feels. I hope to god that I like the feel. Its such a beautiful Guitar lol. =x

Tomorrow I might go pick up my exam results/ chop off a bunch of my hair D: .

Hope that goes well.

Anywhhhhooom.

Song for today :)

Come on get higher - Matt Nathanson

This song is so amazing. Lyrically, musically, visually. It just gets to me XD

Night people(s!?!!?!?).

oh btw i wasnt joking. if you read my blog, let me know! send me an email or comment or something, share your opinion or thoughts or what you did..or somethang .:)

Sea.Strazz@gmail.com

Peace.

Happy 'Person who seeded you into your mothers garden of vaginal existence' day :)

Weee happy fasha's day .

Lol :)

Hope whoever read this had a good day...By that I mean the only person LOL. Hi kristen -.-.

BTW! ... uh if anyone reads this... post a comment on this post ! I wanna know if people waste their time reading this crap lol =D you poor souls.

My ex just signed on msn with the most emo-est 'hi i think im bad ass look at me *SLIT SLIT DIE DIE*' pic ever. Just thought you should all know that.

So ya like today was nice ^_^

Family was over today for fathers day, played lots of guitar and polished off 'Be With Me' some more , and kept working on my new song wich is untitled still and sounds like i shat it out after eating bad chinese food. :)

Ate like a fat shit, sang a bunch of songs, ate some more, slept, made reservations for dinner tomorrow :) annnddd.... i know im missing something.

Idk.

Uh. SO YEAH =D If anyone reads this, post a comment, and maybe lemme know watchu did for fathers day.

(Im totally expecting no one to comment since only ... uh... 2 people read this. 3 if i count myself :)

haha.

Do you like meat balls? I do.

Anyways, heres todays song, since its fathers day, and right before I went to write this gabe posted up a fathers day song/video, I'll share more of this guys talent =]

Subscribe to him!

For the love of god do it ! XD

Night guy(s?)

Anxcious.

Found time to do this before I randomly fell asleep XD.

Teeth guy lady says im good ^_^ duur.

Lol, I jammed with my zio today, who is also a musician, who plays as an entertainer. (Weddings, halls, restaurant....So is my zia. If by any chance you need something and your around toronto 8D ) [/shameless self promotion]

Anyways, hes awesome. He plays bass, piano, guitar, accordian(LOL), and sings. =D

Well, whatever, we were talking about recording time at his sons studio. Sounds like a nice (FREE =D) oppurtunity to get a legit verson of 'Be with me' Recorded.

Actually, speaking of the song, I changed it up a bit. I slowed down the guitar, created a really nice short intro, and (kinda) worked out 2nd guitar. :)

If i dont end up getting studio time, I'll record the newer version again =].

So yeah, today was awesome, I'm all anxcious and in a good mood. If all goes well, Mondays gonna be amazing. (That is if I pass my last exam...and other stuff goes smoothly. Cross fingers pl0x)

I played some cards with the fam. I always love coming to my dads because the area is so isolated. Like its a really old culdisac, 2 streets, beautiful houses and atmosphere. Its awesome having so much family in one house too.

earlier tonight i started working on a new song. (Thats all I'm going to say until its done. ^_^ )

Cant wait to see how that ends up and for you to hear it. (Whoever the two or three 'You's are that read this blog)

And now im watching ufc.

Uhh.. song for today? o_o

Really nice song by one of my favourite artists. Youtube artist and signed one in general. Hes awesome, and you should all subscribe.

'We Match' - Gabe Bondoc.

Night.

Such a nice song. T_T